In description I raise my head up My actions take me deeper Like untended A sordid pretense Appreciating all the images Soaked to the skin It pulls me in And I just can't swim Now An effigy of My former self now I remember but speed away Recovery is not what it seems now I pause to touch the sun The sun remembered wall You think that you know me But I don't even know myself The face of creation Turned me into someone else Orchids passing A grave reminder Of days filled up with a glowing sun A modern stance on A life of passion The only thing now growing is my hair